“…Jealousy has been a major problem in my life. It's rooted in deep insecurity, and something I haven't been able to even manage well, much less heal it. It could be a problem here…”

“…For about a month, I was in my intensive language phase, as I didn't even hear English the entire time. Time spent bonding, exploring the village, going out, having ceremony at the Elder's, and basically cleaning up as the early stages of my Ayahuasca apprenticeship got underway…”

“…I was at an impasse. I knew in this moment, my next move was crucial. I thought for a second about the money I had in deposits that had taken a lot of work for me to make…”

“…After only a couple hours of sleep, I woke up and the sadness set in. I was an emotional wreck, and I couldn't even really figure out why. I slipped out into my bunkhouse to write in my journal. Through angry sobs, I scribbled frantically…”

“…I felt so connected to my true self after working in Ayahuasca ceremony. Like nothing could touch me - I'd seen myself and my truth and everything else would just - align. I didn't expect a post-Ayahuasca crash…”

“…We are about to partake in Ayahuasca ceremonies with indigenous shamans, on the native land where the plants grow in the Amazon. My heart lit up in intrigued excitement as to the rarity of the experience. You couldn't force this shit to happen if you tried…”

“…I have been extremely humbled, as my ego took a massive blow to how much of a baby I really am in the Spirit World, despite all my learn…”

“..Well by now I was thoroughly excited and properly nervous for my first Ayahuasca ceremony in the Peruvian Amazon. We had been mulling over all day what this mysterious vine and plant/tree combination called Ayahuasca boiled down to a drink was going to be like…”

“…I’d learned so much - I needed to integrate it in a new way. When was I ever going to get ahold of all this bullshit and just be able to iive my life? I was hoping this journey to Pery would do what my intuition is telling me it would do…”