Meghan inadvertantly purges a neediness regarding affection all over Zach, playing out an old pattern. This in turn, provokes an old one in his about his gayness once again being in the way of connecting. Do they make it through the clash of such deep-rooted painful structures?

Zach has an amazing experience reconnecting with his beloved late Grandmother - finally allowing her to see who he is and let the love in from the other side…

Zach learns the importance of looking at hard situations (specifically sexual assault in this case) through clear eyes, rather than letting the internal defenses downplay it in protection (after the initial shock of the event has passed), inevitably trapping feelings in the body to get in the way later. Healing requires being willing to really look at what’s really happening…

Zach embarks on his first solo process - discovering how old beliefs of perfectionism can mess with spiritual work and life in general…

Zach’s first big emotional purge, triggered by an unruly child (and guess what roots it hit?)

Zach recounts his experience as the victim of a violent hate crime, and in turn was created subconciously to protect him…

Zach’s first post! Sharing his experience of this whirlwind (coming from a pretty skeptical background) and how it felt to blwo open a new, direct experience of spirituality…

Meghan has a huge emotional purge in regards to her feelings for Zach (and the old deep beliefs that come with it). Zach has a deep healing of an inner child who felt he had to ‘do’ for others in order to be loved. Plus new spiritual techniques they both learned in the process…