“…After only a couple hours of sleep, I woke up and the sadness set in. I was an emotional wreck, and I couldn't even really figure out why. I slipped out into my bunkhouse to write in my journal. Through angry sobs, I scribbled frantically…”

“…I felt so connected to my true self after working in Ayahuasca ceremony. Like nothing could touch me - I'd seen myself and my truth and everything else would just - align. I didn't expect a post-Ayahuasca crash…”

“…I have been extremely humbled, as my ego took a massive blow to how much of a baby I really am in the Spirit World, despite all my learn…”

“..Well by now I was thoroughly excited and properly nervous for my first Ayahuasca ceremony in the Peruvian Amazon. We had been mulling over all day what this mysterious vine and plant/tree combination called Ayahuasca boiled down to a drink was going to be like…”

“…I’d learned so much - I needed to integrate it in a new way. When was I ever going to get ahold of all this bullshit and just be able to iive my life? I was hoping this journey to Pery would do what my intuition is telling me it would do…”

“…Despite the incredulity of his words, I didn’t have time to absorb it right then, as apparently it was time for me to sit underneath the outstretched condor. After some consideration, he pulled a large, white stone off a shelf full of a myriad of shamanic tools, handing it to me for my journey. I felt its cool, smooth lumps within my palm, calming me already…”