…”Finally, the news is out! Yes world - my boyfriend and are are six weeks pregnant!”…

“…I felt beaten, like I had been dominated by the energies of these weak spots - brought on by hormones or not. And in the end, I was tired of feeling this way all the time. I was worried about how it would effect the child inside me. So I went with old reliable - the Emergency Road Trip…”

“…The fear of love (specifically in romantic form.) And the fear that I wasn't good enough/didn't deserve to have it - hardened into a fully functioning foundational belief system underneath everything (except for my True Spirit)…”

“…Working with the human ego has been one of the most challenging aspects of my apprenticeship. Some people seem to be so naturally in a harmonic relationship with it. For me, it hasn't been so easy…”

“Okay, so the doubt purge continued at full force. Oldschool again, dark consciousness shit. We did a ceremony on the boat again and I was able to handle purging maybe twice as much as normal, since the water sucks it away immediately. That night was the grand finale for me…”

“…This has been one of the biggest breakthrough sessions I've experienced so far. So much of the three month heart purge at home, plus first session all building and leading up to this. I have a whole new perspective on the concept of longing…”

“…So as this cycle comes to completion, it's hard to articulate everything I've learned in the process. A lot of it was simply pent-up emotions that released and purged out, as well as restructuring old belief systems, ego defense mechanisms, and triggers that I had developed in early high school…”

“…With the wound extracted from Paul, I was able to handle getting even farther down the fear hole, hitting areas so vulnerable I hadn't been able to touch them in years, for fear I would collapse into oblivion. But these defense mechanisms are hard to penetrate…”

“…It's amazing how quickly the blindside can slam you. Just when you settle into a nice, comfortable place...BAM! This is the life on an accelerated path…”