Day one update after the gum surgery and meeting with ADHD counselor... #dopaminedetox #adhd #hsp #lgbtqia #psychework

Last video as I gear up for my 30 day dopamine "detox" (reset) to release repetitive behaviors like vaping, cannabis and "repetitive phoning" in order to reset my brain's dopamine baseline.

Several new cool ways of supporting myself have presented in my flow to help me feel grounded and prepared for anxiety, boredom, or any other big emotion I may feel throughout the process.

I'll also be getting the results of my ADHD screening, so giving myself a new baseline will help me feel more clear when deciding if and how to proceed with medication. Subscribe and follow along on my journey!

#dopaminedetox #psychework #hsp #innerwork #lgbtqia #adhdwomen

In this video log, I talk about getting ready for my dopamine detox/fast/reset in order to get a baseline before looking at medications or other options as a HSP (Highly Sensitive Person) with ADHD. This includes blood sugar (keto / low carb), substances, and more. I start in two weeks!

Early in my journey screening for and learning about adult (and childhood) ADHD, and the correlation with understanding more about being a Highly Sensitive Person (HSP) commonly known as an empath.

The big picture of my process continues to unfold as I examine my relationship to potentially being an ADHD HSP, as well as a former Ayahuasca shamanic apprentice and deep explorer of the psyche.

I don't know if I ever wouldn't explored the unconscious realm like I have if I'd been diagnosed as a child in the 90's.

In this video I'm coming off a peak emotional purge, and process my relationship to anxiety, overwhelm, disorganization and a generalized sense of time pressure and urgency.

I also talk about my relationship to cannabis and how it's currently functioning as a medicinal plant for me, and I'm also simultaneously planning for a month-long dopamine reset where to get a baseline.

I'll also be releasing vaping and the teen rebel "smoker identity" that is one of my last hangers-on as the old constructs crumble and my full-spectrum self becomes more alive in my body.

It's been a wild spiritual ride ya'll... My best friend Zach and I committed to doing the deep psyche work together FIVE YEARS ago! And we've been riding our flow ever since!

We tried blogging for awhile when we first got going, but ultimately we couldn't keep up trying to document the process at the pace it was moving, so we let go into it and here we are.

So much has transpired that it's impossible to get it all in one video, but this gives you a short version of what happened (including with a third person who was part of our "triangle") and where we are now in our process.

Hope you enjoy the ride!

In this vlog, Maven shares her process of being in front of the camera and sharing her journey publicly - with a fun little flow that helps out while recording! She explores the energetic impact of the camera and the internalized version of the "eyes of society."

Maven shares her intentions of releasing the parts of herself that unconsciously create a front-facing version and embracing her natural state of speaking without overthinking.

She also talks about her new YouTube channel and how it is intertwined with her larger process of bringing herself out into the world. Maven reflects on her journey of alignment, releasing old patterns, and finding her rhythm during this major turning point.

The generations' old collective consciousness process of healing humanity is coming to a head RIGHT NOW.

Blind spots are prevalent, defense systems are going haywire, and each of us individually are being presented with the choice of what kind of country we want the United States (and effects beyond) to become.

As the micro and the macro of psyche work tends to run at the same time, these choices are coming up not only in the voting booth with this highly symbolic election, but throughout individual lives as well.

In this video, I explore my own experience of being sidelined by society and the resulting lack of patriotism, to the conspiracy thinking I had to weed out of my psyche, to the growing alignment of America's highest potential timeline and how I feel about these shifting dynamics, political structures, and collective dynamics in society.

An overview of spiritual development process work, or psyche work, including the various systems running in the unconscious and how to work with them.

… “One new aspect of a concept came through last week in a message applied to all three of us when it cames to navigating romantic relationships (something we've all been working on).

Remember, you'll be starting from who you are here going forward. Armed with all the work you've done and who you are at present. Make sure you're not chasing shadows in fear of an old construct or tendancy that's not actually there anymore…”