“…It felt like the walls were caving in on me from all angles. All of a sudden I was going to be someone's mom, and practically someone's wife. With no mental prep time, or even a verbal agreement..”

“…Selfish is bad, selfless good, so they say. But one spin of the word "she is "taking time for herself" vs. "she is self-absorbed" mean two opposite things. And it seems, the goal is that we are supposed to shoot for being as selfless as possible…”

“..So first thing - that this baby is a celebration; a gift of the work I've been doing over the last few years. A manifestation of personal and spiritual accomplishment…”

…”Finally, the news is out! Yes world - my boyfriend and are are six weeks pregnant!”…

“…I felt beaten, like I had been dominated by the energies of these weak spots - brought on by hormones or not. And in the end, I was tired of feeling this way all the time. I was worried about how it would effect the child inside me. So I went with old reliable - the Emergency Road Trip…”

“…How much I am willing to get out of my own way to let the release underneath the ego flow, and find the balance between my spirit, my self, and my Life Purpose…”

“…The fear of love (specifically in romantic form.) And the fear that I wasn't good enough/didn't deserve to have it - hardened into a fully functioning foundational belief system underneath everything (except for my True Spirit)…”

“…That was one of the deepest core consciousness - hitting on fears that I didn't even realized I had down there - kind of purge. Various waves for six months. It took me two years of Inner Visions and three and a half years in the Medicine to be ready to handle that one…”

“…Working with the human ego has been one of the most challenging aspects of my apprenticeship. Some people seem to be so naturally in a harmonic relationship with it. For me, it hasn't been so easy…”